when i couldn t tell the difference, i knew that it was time to reconstruct my thoughts. blending in with your surroundings is not commendable, but knowing, that s not much. but it all comes down to you. can you always be yourself? hoping ideas will come back, but you ll never be the same. when pretending just won t cut it and you can t follow suit. the threat of being alone. ignorance is not a reason to disconnect yourself from what matters the most. helplessly aware. understand the truth. following support. shallow and confused.